Yikes. It has been years since I posted here (or even checked this account, tbh).
And honestly, I don't even really have an excuse as to why. I guess this was just one of those things that became less important the more I grew up. Which actually kind of sucks because, looking back, the time I spent on this site and the people I met and befriended were actually the highlights of my teenaged life.
There isn't much to say about my life now. I have a boyfriend who I'm pretty happy with most of the time, I work full-time as a night shift CNA, my best friend is having a baby, I've got more piercings and tattoos. Life seriously happened without me even realizing it. Before I knew it, I was an adult and the things that used to seem so wonderful to me just kind of...stopped being so magical.
I still write, though I dabble in many fandoms. My old stories have been neglected, and I find I can't really draw inspiration to try to write for them. My latest obsessions seem to be Glee, Divergent, the Hobbit, and even Big Bang Theory. I'm still an avid Potterhead, but I can't bring myself to update my old slash stories. I guess with the loss of my old laptop, my inspiration went with it.
Over on FF, my Bramble Iceweb and Rokudaime Kunoichi are just about abandoned, though that's actually not my choice. I've tried to send my lost password several times, but it never works. I've even e-mailed the admins, but so far nothing has happened or been done to help me, so I guess it'll just have to be left the way it is.
Today just seems to be full of regrets. I guess nostalgia is funny that way. I re-read all of my old e-mails, looked up old friends only to discover they, too, had abandoned their accounts. Blah. I feel older somehow.
Anyways, I guess I'll just have to look back on the good times and remember. And if any of my old friends read this, I'm sorry I suck.
If anyone wants to keep in touch, I promise to try harder.